My second last day in DHelll

The excitement is getting to me and the joy and the freedom that will come after tmrw is overwhelming. Yes, I am leaving this shite hole.. I will miss the money of course, but i will definately not miss the early waking up and the going home late. The 10 hours sitting here talking to crappy Aussies and Kiwis.

I feel so bad for feeling so happy to leave, cos Rosie is so sad and pls do read her blog..Hahahhaa, touching man. Didnt know I will leave such an impression with the people and friends that I've met here. Yup, wont forget Shakila, Rosalind, SL, Wielyn, Joanne, Paul, Julian, Ed, Huey Ling and of course my apprentice, JEssica..

Nevertheless, I believe the friendship that I've build here will last a long long time..

Cheeerss

Conquered Pg Hill

The day started with a wake up call by Tevan at 5.40 am. Argh, how my body refused to be awaken and I dragged myself outta the bed. I had so much fear of climbing cos I am afraid I jsut cant make it to the top.

Well, Tevan came around 6.10 am and we went for a drink at Kayu. After having some bananas for breakfast, we went back to my apartment for Rowena to pick us up. We picked up Percey on the way and he looked different. Mayb he has aged a little or was it just the hair. Had some catching up and we started our hike at Moon Gate. The reason it's called Moon Gate cos there was an arch there which looks like a moon..Hahhaa..Farnee...

The four of us walked up so many stairs and phew, it was managable because of the constant BJ hill hike. After about 45 minutes, we reached Number 5. The place is nice and I've always wanted to come to this site. Me n Rowena always hiked youth PArk until number 3 only. Well, we then walked through more jungley trails and got some fantastic views. The haze was really bad and we couldnt see much. After another hour of hike, we stopped at another pit stop called number 84. Phew..There was this tar road that leads to Pg hill...

The tar road was the worst for me cos I really hate to hike up tar road and it was very steep. The extimated time to reach PG hill from here is about 1 and half hour with our speed. Just slow and easy kind. Thank God Tevan gave a push when I felt like my leg cant carry me anymore. The sight of old bungalows was our only consolation to stop and take a breather.

The last few steps up to the Police Station of Pg hill was one of the hardest. Argh the joy of reaching is fantastic. Hehehe, we all sat and had a drink. Rested a while and continue to the Canopy Walk. The walk in took us another 30-40 mins. It was thrilling and scary at the same time as I am afraid of heights.

WE took another breather and enjoyed the beautiful colonial bungalows and Uncle PErcey showed us the bungalow where his father passed away 21 years ago. It was not as scary as it sounds...the bungalow just looks run down.

The hike down was tiring as well, the tar road was so steep and well my legs doesnt seem to brake well...hehehhe....well it was a long way back...and we took about 3 hours to hike up and slightly less than 3 hours to come down. Can hardly feel my legs anymore...

Oh yeah, remember the guy who got lost in Youth Park and died after 3 days. We heard more stories from the caretaker of 84 pit stop...hmmm.....lazy wanna share here...hehehe..

Well, after 7 hrs and 45 mins we went for our lunch in BAngkok Road for mee goreng and I cant wait to go home and sleep. Took a shower and fell asleep. I was not surprised to feel all the ache when I was awake. Went over to Tevan's place to watch Top 10 English songs on Astro where his band performed. Richard and Kanan came to watch together as well..

WE then went for a drink and had our dinner...Slept at 12.30...Took activfed...hehehe....sleepy

FRiday's ADventure

It's Sunday and I am working, not complaining because this will be my last Sunday working here and trying to earn some extra money before I leave this place.

Friday nite was spent wisely, after work went to Bj with Joshua, Rowena and Tevan. Joshua bought a brand new hp. Then, we had dinner at the "Pak Bang's" place near Rowena's house to have dinner. Rather dissapointing the dinner. Cos not very nice and expensive.

Met up with Rosalind, Wilson, and Huey Ling at Super Tanker. Then we went for Bowling and it was fun. With Ming Yu pretending dunno how to bowl, till he surprised us all with his style and efficiency. HAhahha, had a great time laughing at each other silliness.

Huey Ling escaped the Teh Tarik deal cos Mama Rosie treated us Sega's. I like the place. Cozy and nice enviroment. Tc boy came and join us as well...Huey Ling still owe us all teh tarik cos she got the lowest points...hahahhaha Farnee...

Rosalind came back with me to my house and waited for Ben..Hahhaa, she got to see my room and some of my photos. A long day....

WTF!!!!!!!!!!

Rosalind is eating at my cubic at the moment.

I saw the pen that Hummerest gave cos it was cracked...

Then Rosalind noticed that the pen is from a hotel..

I went online to search and true enough, its from THE PALACE hotel in AFrica..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

Such cheapskate BEYOTCH....Hahhahahahhah

Now, we realised some got Coaster from the hotel and some tooth pick kinda thing...
The post card one CMG got also was from the hotel...

Wah liew..Wat kinda person who kebas things from the HOTEL???????Some more she is top sales....EArn about 10K at least a month..Muahhahahhaa

ARgh,hehehehhehehe.....now my Tail is wiggling, my ears are coming up....the devil in me is coming up....

Hmm...maybe I will sing her a stupid song on the phone before I leave...

Hummerest Gave me a Gift

I learnt my lesson of mot saying bad things about others.

You will be shocked at what you are going to read.

I was just complaining how this particular Sales Rep in my work place pisses us off all the time.
Well, Sha and I refere to her as the HUMMEREST. The reason being she wil hum songs when we are transfering a call to her.

Well, she went to Africa for a company's trip and she bought a present for me. A pen. I was shocked to receive a present from her and I asked Ros whether did she give to everyone? Ros had a gift as well, we laughed nonstop when we found out that she didnt give to everyone.
The rest got a piece of chocolate today. One CMG got a postcard, some got picks....and the rest are just choclate..You wouldnt believe that my gift has my name on it.

I did thank her for the gift. I never knew she noticed me in the office. I think she has not met me before also. Well, hmmm...guess my humming plan to her on my last day of work has to be cancel.....SHucks

My Ex Bf

Argh...My ex bf called and pissed me off today. My hp rang....

Ex: "Eh, how is your mum?"

Hmm...Why the heck he wants to know about my mum?

Me: "Why you wanna know?"

Ex: "Eh, just tell me how is she la?

Me: "She is fine."
Hmm..who told him my mum had a surgery?????? I wondered.

Ex:"Just tell me how is she?"

Me: "How you know?"

Ex:" I've got my resources. What happened to her?"

Me: "I wont tell you until you tell me how you know?"

Ex: "Got la, I just know. "What surgery?"

Me: "No, I wont tell you until you tell me who told you."

Ex: "i told you already, people told me."

(How the heck he knows cos who can be the people, only family members knew about the surgery..and ppl not related to him knew)

ME: "Nope, I wont tell you till you tell me who told you."

Ex: "Dont be childish and tell me. Im working here la."

Me: "I'm also working wat?!"

Ex:"What surgery?"

Me: "Tyroid. How you know? tell me tell me."

Ex: How come can get thyroid wan?

ME: What you mean how come? What a stupid question. Just like asking why got appendix, why got cancer, why got brain tumor..how would i know?

Ex: Yeah la..Must have reason wan la..So u going back to visit her?

ME: not yet...How u know? Tell me.

Ex: Godd (in a sarcastic way)

ME: Eh, pls..Tell me tell me tell me

Ex: (laughed) Goddddddddd, Goddddd Godddddd

ME: yeah yeahyea....Ok la..I dun wnat to talk to you already..
bye.

I cant remember what he said..

The reason of this blog is that EX's SUCKS.....
Second thing is if he knows i Have a blog..and found out about mum's surgery...through my BLOG>.(Chances are not)
And the thing is I want he to know he is ANNOYING...


HELP ME TO FORGIVE AS YOU HAVE FORGIVE ME LORD>>>>>

PRAYER OF A CLOWN

Lord as I stumble through this life,
Help me to create more laughter than tears,
dispense more happiness than gloom,
spread more cheer than despair.
Never let me grow so big that
I will fail to see the wonder in the eyes of a child
or the twinkle in the eyes of the aged.

Never let me forget that I am a CLOWN...
that my work is to cheer people up,
make them happy,
and make them laugh,
make them forget,
at least for a moment,
all the unpleasant things in their lives.

Never let me jeopardize the integrity
of clowndom by improper conduct.
Help me to always make others
proud of my actions as a clown.
Never let me acquire financial success
to the point where I will discontinue
calling upon my Creator in the hour of plenty.
And LORD, in my final moment,
may I hear YOU whisper:
"When you made MY PEOPLE smile,
you made ME smile-

- Author Unknown

I missed Batman

Was supposed to watch Batman at 12.40 am with the gang cos Danile finishes work at 11 pm. Well, After hiking up BJ hill with rowena, I was supposed to go home and catch a couple hours of sleep. Then, Samuel came over to my place and we had dinner. He passed me my money for last 2 Sunday's clowning. Yeah, I have money now. He later taught me 3 card tricks and I remember only 2 of them. Still need to practise....

Well, I am sad cos I missed Batman, and PPK my friends. I know Im gonna get it from them. Sigh..Today I'm having dinner with friends from work, banana leaf rice which has been long overdued.

What should I blog today? I just cant wait to finish work and lepak gila-gila. And well, I'm still contemplating whether to get the KODAK V530 digi camera or not. I reallly like it though. Hmm sigh..

Mum had a minor surgery 2 days ago. Dad called and said she is ok already. I didnt call her till today. Maybe later, If not sure she will feel sad...Today is oging to be anothe rlong day at work..Can you imagine its only 9 am....argH?

It's Thurday..How I wish its FRIDAY

Had a good dinner and it was a cold nite man, kena rain when I rode back home. Hmm, sakit kena the heavy rain drops. Thank God I had my umbrella..

This was taken from 'Bright n Shine" today. I was just browsing through my blog, and I came across this. Aduh. For those of you who are not familiar with me, I ride a motorbike. Hahaha, how in the world can I ride with an umbrella? Farnee. It's ironic isn't it, everytime you associate yourself with rain, the next thing that comes to your mind will umbrella. the above post, should have been "rain coat".

Did I mention that my wisdom tooth is growing? I can see half the teeth coming out, and it sure hurts like hell. With ulcer and gum swollening. Phew, what Wisdom!!!!
A colllegue just told me that she has 3 wisdom teeth already, and it's not painful. I asked her why, she said her mouth too big. Thats a good one..

Argh, in a real crazy mood. Talk to much already. Maybe because Wielyn has left Dhell, and there is not many ppl to chat with.....

Tune playing in my head...(Lonely, I'm so lonely...) by AKon

Delivery Woman

I've just got myself a new job. Since this will be my last month in Dhell, my fellow collegues has appointed me to be the delivery woman. U must be thinking that I'm delivering computers, no you are wrong.

Well, today, I decided to go out for my break, as I've not been out for quite some time. Since Shakila left, no one goes out with me already. All too 'kiasu' to go out, scared cannot find parking. So, today, since I was in a rather bright mood, decided to go out, I msn Rosalind asked her what she wants to eat. So she told me lor. Then, by 9.45 am, I am receiveing all kinds orders from various people. I had to write down what they wanted. By 10 am, (thats my break time), someone grab my hand and asked, "Where are you going?". I said, "Jln tengah." "Eh, pls buy for me," whined one person with the Puss in the boots look. So I said ok.

There in my list,

Huey Ling- Economy Rice with 1 vege, 1 egg and tofu.
Siow Kheng- Been hoon 1, bee hoon+kuey teow 1
Lew Kee- Bee Hoon + mee 1
Wayne-2 packets of fried rice, sms again add one more packet
Rosalind- 1 chicken rice, 1 duck rice
Tc- 1 chicken rice
James-Set B, chicken rice
Hai yu- Set A, chicken rice

I am so glad all the fruits stall are not open. I cant imagine getting another fruit list in my hand. Of all days, I wore my slacks and looked quite formal. USually I'm clad in t-shirt n jeans. Hahahha, even the famous drink fella laughed at me, wah....(EAt Ho lia. Ta pau so many)
I muttered a "Ha" and walked to my bike. With both my hands full, I had to figure out, how to put all the polysterene in my small basket. Some I had to hold cos not enough place.

What started as Bright n Shien, now ended up with one sore arm and shoulder blade..
Dont get me wrong, am not complaining, (I'm not TEVAN)....Just a farnee day....

Enjoy babe..Did I also mentioned, i didnt finish my "Teh PEng" .....

Bright n shine

I woke up before my alarm rang and was hoping and squezing my eyes real hard hoping that I have another hour to sleep. I was wrong, nevertheless, pull myself outta the bed and came to work.

Hmm, feel extremely hyperactive today. Maybe I had enough of sleep.
Just took one call, customer looking for Etx 75696....I ask which department is that, he said quotation department. (LOL) So bodoh. There is no such department man..

Anyway, hmm....Ate so much yesterday. More than RM 10 just for dinner and thats only for me. Felt so guilty cos Tevan paid somemore. Hahhaha, shucks will get this for the next 3 years down the road for eating mor e than RM8.50...Had a good dinner and it was a cold nite man, kena rain when I rode back home. Hmm, sakit kena the heavy rain drops. Thank God I had my umbrella..

Thinking of blogging someth different for a change. Not so much of my daily lives but someth different. Not decided yet..Any ideas any1?

Mr. & Mrs. Smith

Rushed home from work and joined Daniel, Joshua and Rowena for hiking. Phew, with the guys in the group, they set a standard for us to catch up. They were on a steadily fast speed. Me and Rowena had to throt behind them and we managed to be up the hill in less than 20 mins. Our usual hiking time is about 25 minutes. Joshua felt nauseated after the climb and we had a good laugh at him after he was feeling better.

Well, Daniel came over and took a shower at my house and picked up Rowena and Joshua soon after. We collected our movie tickets and our dinner plan has to changed cos we didnt have enough time to eat at the malay place. So we ended up eating KFC. It was yummy though..

Mr. and Mrs. Smith was ok only. I find it abit too slow and am looking forward to watch Its all about love but Asthon And Amanda Peet. Hmmm, well, had a tiring day. Slept well last nite as I didnt sleep so much also.

When I came to work this morning, it was raining and was partially wet cos only certain area rained. Im glad I came in earlier as it was pouring when I came in. Hmm, what should I do today. Dont have enough time for me to do all the things I wanna do man.

So far away...

My heart is heavy laden, my spirit is down.
There is nothing that I can do to make this emotional roller coaster stop.
A want to put a full stop. U know just pull of the trigger or something.

It has been very tiring and hurting for both parties I pressume.
Sigh, I wish I really wish and pray that I will get out of this SHIT HOle soon.
I'm so unstable at the moment, with so many things in my heart, the dreams that I've long forgotten. The passion I used to have. Now there is no dream, there is no passion....

Just a lost person in this so lost world. There is nothing to grip or hold on too except my personal saviour. Who seem so far away........

8 June

hmm, nothing significant about the date above. Its a Wednesday, and its just like any other
Wednesdays I've had. Well, today is Tevan's final paper and he has already sat for it and went home. Wont be going out with him as he must be exhausted.

Hmmm, been more than a month since I last met him and well, we do communicate over sms n phone calls. He being so stressed up has made it difficult to share a decent conversation. It has been better over the past one week.

Been ages since I last pen down my two cent thoughts. Well, here I am, wasting my time in Dhell and reading pathetic emails sent by managers regarding more rules and shit like that. Farnee, how it didnt seem to have any effect on me anymore. I jsut dun give a crap. Leaving here in 2 and half weeks time. Happy to leave this shit hole but miss the friends that i've made here..

Hmm, heard from a friend that Mount Kinabalu is 5 times worst than BJ hill...and trust me, if u have climb BJ hill, its torturoues..ARgh...I wonder how i will manage man..Cant think about it.

Was sick the whole of yesterday and had a flat tyre again. Now i really phobia want to ride bike d. Argh..LORD, Give me a car pls...

Training up that muscles

The past one week has been a hectic me for me. With so many plans and activities that has been going on, I didnt manage to get enough of sleep. Went to catch a movie with Chooi Fong and Pig HEad on Tues. Had a late nite. The next day when I wanna take my nap after work, i dragged myself to go hiking with Rowena in BJ hill. Killer....

Then rushed off to Suki's Steamboat for SL and Kevin's farewell. It was a fun nite. With so many of us there, had fun laughing our hearts out.

Hmm, went to Botanical Gardens for our exercise as it rained beofre we reached Youth Park. WE decided to do a light exercise and it was good. Then went to gobble up on Nandos and checked out some cameras which I like. Anyway, slept at 10.30 pm..Still feel tired

My leg muscle hurts man..