Wednesday, December 29, 2004

I am normal

As I browse through Mike's blog in xanga http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=micwill, I realised that I am normal. That I can question God in times of doubt, and well, living a Christian life and believing in a God is so difficult sometimes. I am glad, I went through I did, knowing and questioning a God whom despite all unbelief still believes and take interest in me.

Well, FES has indeed imparted something in my life. I am touched by the way they reaches out to the students in a personal way. They see us students as friends, and not some follower uper style which made the students feel inferior. And well, I personally befriended Michael William, Annette and Yoke Yee. I am sure they are genuinely concern about me when I talk to them. So, i will never hesitate to give them a call or when I am in need of a hearing ear, they will be first on my list.

Just want to thank each one of them who has invested their lives in us, students.
Love u guys much

Coming to an end

Time seems to fly as 2005 is approaching. As I sit here in the cc, while waiting for Cheryl and Jess, thinking to myself, boy it has been ages since I last blog. My blog page looks so blank compared to Aaron's and Andrew's. Must get the guys to teach me on how to beautify my page.

For the past 2 months has been rather a tough month for me to go trough. The thot of graduating in 2 more months scares the hell out of me. It felt like yesterday when I first step foot in USM. Now, Its time for me to go and leave my students life. Argh, how I wished, I;ve not skipped that many classes. Joined more activities, get to knoe more friends and well just enjoy uni life.

Some people has asked me, what have I impacted in the lives of others in my 3 years stay in PG. I couldnt really answer. I guess, i left them with the beauty of sign language. Besides that, I'm also a frank and straight forward person. I left them with this bubbly character and the contagious laughter of mine.

As I am writing this, my heart is heavy and filled with sadness as I know, all this will haev to go.there is a season and time for eevrything. The friends I've met, the things ive done. I will never trade anytth for this experience.

Hmm.....I am definately gonna miss my time here.

Lord, I know that you will direct each step that I take. I pray that you will lead me and guide me....In you i out my trust and my future.